
"Devia ter aceitado aquela proposta em Curitiba. Aqui em SP o trânsito tá me matando, não vejo minha filha crescer. Chego em casa ela já tá dormindo."
Time lost in transit is the thief of fatherhood; cherish the weekend mornings.
São Paulo é isso aí mesmo, uma máquina de moer gente. Tenta home office?
A gentle path away from self-blame toward inner peace. Learn to quiet the harsh inner critic, understand the circumstances of your past mistakes, and slowly rebuild trust in yourself.
Understanding the different categories of regret can help us process them more effectively and turn painful memories into powerful lessons.
Regret is often seen as a negative emotion, but psychologists suggest it might be our most powerful tool for personal growth.

".was loving you a sin?hey...i know i hurt you by that sudden break up..i know and im sorry.i saw you cry,i saw you loosing yourself..im sorry.but what could i have done?my family found out about us, they took control over my socials.and they made me break up.they were at school too....how was i supposed to tell you?how could i tell you i was forced?is loving someone from other religion a taboo?why....and worst of all i had to watch you fall apart because of me.im sorry .i hope you will find someone who will be with you.a girl who can be with you my dear! im sorry ...."
Parece que te sientes culpable por amar a alguien a pesar de las circunstancias. Es comprensible sentirte así.

"i wish i took my decisions wiser and saw you as my love and accept you and i regret of making my wrong decisions and your feelings"
It's tough to see what could've been, especially when it involves someone you care about.

"Dopo una vita passata a soccombere a mio padre, mi pento di non avergli detto quanto mi ha fatto male, quando ancora potevo farlo. Lui stava morendo di cancro, e io non riuscivo a fare altro che pensare a quanto non riuscissi a stargli emotivamente vicino, perché offuscata dalla rabbia. Il senso di sacrificio a cui mi ha abituata fin da piccola mi ha fatto essere lì col corpo, e sentire in colpa dopo, come se non fossi stata una buona figlia. Da quando se ne è andato, tutto il dolore è rimasto a me. Che me ne faccio, però?"
Sembra che tu abbia ancora un sacco di sentimenti contrastanti dentro di te, e che non sia facile per te elaborare il dolore e la rabbia.