
"Hätte ich bloß nicht geraucht. Der Arzt sagt, meine Lunge sieht schlecht aus. Ich habe Angst."
Fear is a signal to care for what remains; every breath from now on is a gift to cherish.
אין תגובות עדיין. היה הראשון להציע נחמה.
A gentle path away from self-blame toward inner peace. Learn to quiet the harsh inner critic, understand the circumstances of your past mistakes, and slowly rebuild trust in yourself.
החרטה אינה אקראית. היא מתחלקת ל-5 דפוסים מדויקים שמצביעים על הערכים שלנו.
החרטה אינה אויבת האושר. כשמעבדים אותה נכון, היא הופכת למצפן המדויק ביותר שיש לנו.

"i wish i didnt follow others and did what i believed, even when nobody believed me yet. now ive to start late to do things that i wanted to bc i couldnt bring myself to finish what others expected me to."
You’re seeing how putting others’ expectations first pushed your own goals back, and that late start feels frustrating.

"我想说的有点多 高一高二我没认真学习 我喜欢我的一个学弟朋友 我们都是男生 他把我当朋友 我把他当情人 我还意淫过他 我有时候和我的朋友起矛盾 今天我顶撞了班主任 我骗了家人 我没有好好学习"
Losing your connection or faith in life is a deeply isolating experience.

"Not a regret but I wish my perents aren't divorced when I was three if that haven't happened my life has been a lil nicer. I only needs a lil perential comfort. neither my perents wants me I grew up with my grand perents and my maternal uncle He's always criticizes me to compare like he wants to do things that can't I wanna die atp but I'm holding back js for my grand perents i wish lifes been lil better to me."
It sounds like the divorce and the criticism you faced left you longing for a steady, comforting presence. Holding on for your grandparents shows how much you still care, even when everything feels overwhelming.