
"Dopo una vita passata a soccombere a mio padre, mi pento di non avergli detto quanto mi ha fatto male, quando ancora potevo farlo. Lui stava morendo di cancro, e io non riuscivo a fare altro che pensare a quanto non riuscissi a stargli emotivamente vicino, perché offuscata dalla rabbia. Il senso di sacrificio a cui mi ha abituata fin da piccola mi ha fatto essere lì col corpo, e sentire in colpa dopo, come se non fossi stata una buona figlia. Da quando se ne è andato, tutto il dolore è rimasto a me. Che me ne faccio, però?"
Sembra che tu abbia ancora un sacco di sentimenti contrastanti dentro di te, e che non sia facile per te elaborare il dolore e la rabbia.
Life is a complex tapestry of moments, and sometimes we must accept that our actions, though imperfect, were guided by the best intentions we had at the time.
A compassionate guide to help you navigate the grief, boundaries, and emotional distance within family relationships. Learn to protect your peace, value your safety, and build a meaningful life even when reconciliation is not possible.
Die schmerzhaftesten Lasten sind oft nicht die Worte, die im Zorn geschrien werden, sondern jene, die aus Angst oder Stolz verschwiegen wurden.
Bedauern wird oft als negatives Gefühl gesehen, aber Psychologen vermuten, dass es unser mächtigstes Werkzeug für persönliches Wachstum sein könnte.

""I can't survive this distance between us , my heart feels heavy . I've been thinking about you since we had the last convo . Munnu come back to me.""
It sounds like the distance between you feels like a heavy presence you keep carrying. Thinking about that last conversation keeps that feeling close.

"Me and munnu are in relationship, within few days it's gonna be an year.But there are some odds going on between us . I've realized a lot and he seems to not like my behavior and I didn't knew him completely earlier,I recently got to know his interests i feel bad that i didn't knew him earlier and he wasn't the person i thought,I don't know if he still loves me.The moment i got to know him exactly I've accepted him(he's not a bad person)and I didn't even dare to ask or fight w him about this . I feel like I'm left alone. I want him back"
It sounds like you’re feeling the loss of not having known him earlier and now wondering if his feelings are still there. Being left with that quiet uncertainty can feel very lonely.