"I regret putting my all constantly knowing i won’t receive nothing back"

"Not a regret but I wish my perents aren't divorced when I was three if that haven't happened my life has been a lil nicer. I only needs a lil perential comfort. neither my perents wants me I grew up with my grand perents and my maternal uncle He's always criticizes me to compare like he wants to do things that can't I wanna die atp but I'm holding back js for my grand perents i wish lifes been lil better to me."

""I can't survive this distance between us , my heart feels heavy . I've been thinking about you since we had the last convo . Munnu come back to me.""