"Dopo una vita passata a soccombere a mio padre, mi pento di non avergli detto quanto mi ha fatto male, quando ancora potevo farlo. Lui stava morendo di cancro, e io non riuscivo a fare altro che pensare a quanto non riuscissi a stargli emotivamente vicino, perché offuscata dalla rabbia. Il senso di sacrificio a cui mi ha abituata fin da piccola mi ha fatto essere lì col corpo, e sentire in colpa dopo, come se non fossi stata una buona figlia. Da quando se ne è andato, tutto il dolore è rimasto a me. Che me ne faccio, però?"
Life is a complex tapestry of moments, and sometimes we must accept that our actions, though imperfect, were guided by the best intentions we had at the time.
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"Not a regret but I wish my perents aren't divorced when I was three if that haven't happened my life has been a lil nicer. I only needs a lil perential comfort. neither my perents wants me I grew up with my grand perents and my maternal uncle He's always criticizes me to compare like he wants to do things that can't I wanna die atp but I'm holding back js for my grand perents i wish lifes been lil better to me."
""I can't survive this distance between us , my heart feels heavy . I've been thinking about you since we had the last convo . Munnu come back to me.""
"I need to yell and scream at someone all of my frustrations out loud, but I'm just stuck inside a box with no opening. I act like I tell my parents everything, but I tell them the smaller things, like, someone's annoying me, and stuff like that. I need someone to talk to that won't judge, like a robot. But my mom just finds a way to turn it around on my medicine. "She needs to go up a dose." "Oh, it's because you didn't take your medicine." "See? Your medicine helps you so much!" It's exhausting."