
"I used to talk this guy on social media ,turned us into situationship...having sexualconvo but then after few days my friend call me and told me that I'm talking to his bf ( obv. Idk anything about their relationship ) I wanted to talk to someone because just one month back my bf cheated on me with my high-school friend and then I met this guy ,but when I get to know about him ....I asked him to broke up but he was a psycho and he begged me not to leave him and i got manipulated because I started falling for him , days passed and it was my "first time " he knew since day 01 that I never do it . So forced me and I said no but he didn't stop and then after we had physical rlsp he left me after a week .....there was a twist - he used to say that we both studied together in 5 grade . I mean wowww . Now I never ever wanted to see his face"
'First time' and 'cheated' seem to echo your deepest fears and the rawest pain. It’s okay to feel the weight of 'never ever wanting to see his face'.
Nog geen reacties.
A comforting guide to help you heal after a painful breakup. Learn to honor your grief without losing yourself in the past, soothe your mind and body, and rediscover a life that is whole on its own.
De meest hardnekkige spijt komt vaak niet voort uit wat we zeiden, maar uit wat we verzwegen uit angst.
Hoewel vaak gezien als negatief, suggereren psychologen dat spijt een van de krachtigste instrumenten is voor persoonlijke ontwikkeling.

"I regret putting my all constantly knowing i won’t receive nothing back"
It can be really draining to keep giving when you feel like you're not getting anything in return.

""I can't survive this distance between us , my heart feels heavy . I've been thinking about you since we had the last convo . Munnu come back to me.""
It sounds like the distance between you feels like a heavy presence you keep carrying. Thinking about that last conversation keeps that feeling close.

"I need to yell and scream at someone all of my frustrations out loud, but I'm just stuck inside a box with no opening. I act like I tell my parents everything, but I tell them the smaller things, like, someone's annoying me, and stuff like that. I need someone to talk to that won't judge, like a robot. But my mom just finds a way to turn it around on my medicine. "She needs to go up a dose." "Oh, it's because you didn't take your medicine." "See? Your medicine helps you so much!" It's exhausting."
It sounds like being trapped inside that box makes the frustration pile up, and the way your mom reacts just adds to the noise. Having a place where you can just say what's on your mind without it being turned back on you would be a relief.