
The devastating feeling of trying to fix everything only to lose it all.
To my dearest old friend. I wish I could see your face one more time to apologize for everything I've done, your face still lingers in the cracks of my thoughts, but the more I think about it, the more I forget your face, all I want to do is apologize, I should have listened to you. But I didn't, and that's why I'm here now.
“It's painful to think about what could've been, especially when memories start to fade.”
Everything under control..
“Control is often the heaviest illusion, promising stability while demanding the constant, exhausting maintenance of the impossible; release the belief that the external world must conform to your will, and you will find that true sovereignty resides not in command, but in the acceptance of relentless flux.”