It's clear you're still thinking about him and missing him a lot.

'never got the time to confess' and 'afraid my butterflies would also fly into his mouth'—these fears are the quiet guardians of your heart. Sometimes, it's better to let them stay, knowing they protect the purity of your feelings.

Eso parece un pensamiento que se repite cuando hay miedo al control. Es normal sentirse así en momentos difíciles.