
"Borde ha stannat i sängen idag. Mörkret klockan 14 gör mig deprimerad. Varför bor vi ens här uppe?"
The sun is absent, but the internal light requires more fuel in winter.
Samma här. November och december är tortyr. Snart vänder det.
En varm og trygg vei bort fra selvskam mot inner fred. Lær å stille den hårde inner kritikken til ro, forstå omstendighetene rundt dine gamle feil, og gradvis bygge opp tillit til deg selv.
Å forstå de ulike kategoriene av anger kan hjelpe oss å bearbeide dem mer effektivt og omdanne smertefulle minner til kraftfulle lærdommer.
Anger sees vanligvis på som en negativ emosjon, men psykologer mener at det kan være vårt kraftigste verktøy for personlig vekst.

".was loving you a sin?hey...i know i hurt you by that sudden break up..i know and im sorry.i saw you cry,i saw you loosing yourself..im sorry.but what could i have done?my family found out about us, they took control over my socials.and they made me break up.they were at school too....how was i supposed to tell you?how could i tell you i was forced?is loving someone from other religion a taboo?why....and worst of all i had to watch you fall apart because of me.im sorry .i hope you will find someone who will be with you.a girl who can be with you my dear! im sorry ...."
Parece que te sientes culpable por amar a alguien a pesar de las circunstancias. Es comprensible sentirte así.

"Everything under control from us.."
Eso parece un pensamiento que se repite cuando hay miedo al control. Es normal sentirse así en momentos difíciles.

"To my dearest old friend. I wish I could see your face one more time to apologize for everything I've done, your face still lingers in the cracks of my thoughts, but the more I think about it, the more I forget your face, all I want to do is apologize, I should have listened to you. But I didn't, and that's why I'm here now."
It's painful to think about what could've been, especially when memories start to fade.